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After Deanne returned to Sydney the questions began. I questioned a God who uses adoption to provide a baby for one woman while taking it from another and separating it from its natural family. I questioned how society, my parents and I could have just given my child away to strangers!!! I know my parents thought this was God’s will for many years I had really believed and loved God. Now I was angry at Him. It was a long time before I understood that many things done in God’s name are Not His will.

Finding Deanne brought Hugo and my relationship to crisis point.. Hugo did not want others to know that Deanne was my daughter. He did not want me to be seeing her. I had usually given in to him in our disagreements, but I refused to back down on this one.


I had to see her again.. No mother would be satisfied with only spending 3 weeks with her child.

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